Wednesday, July 10, 2019

Long-Term Commitment & Reward (Reflection 12)

I am already on my 4th sprint and it has its own share of challenges. I stopped tracking my fasting behavior as that has been automatic to me on the last 2 sprints.

My lack of sleep is a challenge. I became more conscious of this as my 2 fast interruptions took place at night. I hope to get to 8 to 12 hours sleeping time soon and use that as part of my fasting times.

I tried going back to juicing on my 3rd sprint. However, I was not successful in making it as a meal replacement. However, I intend to try it again soon.

My love for rice still remains. However, I intend to balance it by replacing it veggies from time to time. To make raw vegetables easier to digest, I will try fermenting them (or eat kimchi instead).

Commitment

I downloaded the Zero Fasting application. I will use this to track my fasting, take on challenging fasting activities, and monitor eating hours.

I also decided to listen to my body more. Take a break from my exercising if I have body pains. Take a break from working if I feel my neck is beginning to get strained, among others. Although this affects my daily exercise routine at this time. However, I will begin experimenting with routines, alternating them, so I won't be doing the same daily.

When I indulge more than usual, I feel that heaviness inside even when I am already in fasting mode and had to get them out in my system. It is hard to say in absolute that food is not a reward or consolation as I still find myself in eating situation from time to time. However, I am more conscious of it and can bounce back. Hopefully, gradually improve each time.

How do you want to look like?

Whenever I meet a prospective coach, I usually get asked how do I want to look like a year from now. I have seen my old photos through Facebook memories that reminded of my "fit" state and in a lot of those, I was not exactly in my happy times. I was getting fit not for myself.

A year from now - JULY 10, 2020 - here are some of the things I am thinking of:
  1. I would like to be healthy enough to qualify as a regular blood donor. I will see how far I am in that state on or before the end of this year.
  2. I would like to continuously lose weight. At least 1 pound a month and be capable of keeping it off. It will be great to fit into medium-sized clothing again soon.
  3. Be active in swimming, badminton, and running. Do any of it monthly will be awesome.
Rewards

I intend to reward myself for every 5 pounds of weight loss with something interesting non-food treat. This incentive can go in tandem with my reward after completing every 4 sprints.

Reflection

If my sprint 4 will end as intended, I hope to be able to lose 5 pounds already since I started my first sprint. Here are some of the changes I observed that occurred to me during this time:
  1. Physically - I exercise regularly. My routine now looks like 40 each of jumping jacks, squats, modified push-up, lunges (on each side), sit-ups (plus leg reach), hip lifts, leg extensions, leg/hip raise, burpees, etc. Around 400 repetition count in total per day. Focused on the balance and intensity of the exercise rather than duration at this time.
  2. Emotionally - My tracking worksheet helps me focus and bring me back to the zone whenever I tend to falter at times. I now consciously reflect why those things happened in a rational manner. I also find it emotionally rewarding whenever I "graduate" or "remove" a tracking parameter in my worksheet recognizing it as an "auto" behavior already for me.
  3. Intellectually - I learned more about fasting and diet this past 2 months. That awareness is a big help to my journey and in sharing it to others. I developed new routines as well such as drinking coffee with stevia in the morning to maximize its benefits.
  4. Spiritually - In my 3rd sprint, I started including Bible reading and hope to gradually improve on this in the sprints to come. I want to tie-in fasting as a spiritual exercise in the long run.
When I think about dieting, losing weight, and exercise, my attitude about it has changed a lot. It is not necessarily a punishment and a reward anymore. It is an investment I have to make to make my family, personal, purpose, and legacy aspirations a reality.

Coaching

My breakthrough in this journey came in when I finished 1 of 3 coaching programs I enrolled in last April. I still have to finish the other 2 on my plate and intend to complete it this July.

I now use the knowledge, certification, and my own journey in developing new habits to help others in overcoming their challenges. Being able to share my own self-leadership challenges and how I  gradually cope with it (including faltering and bouncing back) helps in my teaching, mentoring, and coaching engagements.

Growing the Community

I started the Self-Leadership: Towards Better Health community last June 14. I was at first uncertain on whether this will make a dent or not. I am glad to find community members who took the time to answer the same questions as I did while they are also pursuing their own journey. We are 33 members as of this writing and hope to grow more in the months to come.

I only share the group through my blog post to ensure that those who join have a genuine interest in the topic. 

Also to those whom I have seen are active in their pursuit of self-improvement or have programs aligned to it.


Monday, July 1, 2019

New Mindset = New Results (Reflection 11)

My 3rd sprint became a bit of a struggle for me. I realized the following:
  • My sleeping has not been that smooth sailing. Been indulging in TV series lately.
  • Eating bottled sardines gets my whole fasting routine in disarray. Perhaps I enjoy it so much that its rarity was making me break the discipline I have set up for myself. Next time, I will only buy 1 bottle at a time (rather than 4).
  • FASTING is not just about losing weight. It is also about healing your body.
To make room for positive changes, I have established new habits including:
  • Drinking black coffee to help in my digestion.
  • Doing 400 reps workout after a bath in the morning.
  • Break my fast by drinking or eating something healthy.
I need my internal change in check to ensure it catches up, feel a sense of satisfaction, and not taking my progress for granted. This includes:
  • Before, what I feel as "heavy" or "overweight" was no different compared to how I felt in the past even when I was reasonably fit. But now, I appreciate the progress I am making.
  • I should not let my progress make me falter. I now recognize that I really need to sleep well or otherwise fell into the trap of breaking my fast early in the morning (2 AM, 3 AM) with biscuit, fruit, bottled sardine with rice.
  • My investment in personal growth is ongoing and that includes expressing my lessons learned in this blog.

Visual reminder

My Facebook memories usually give me a visual reminder regularly on how I look like before. But that is not enough. I have created a DAILY EFFORT MONITORING Worksheet to be more focused and remind me of what I want to achieve for myself.

Daily Improvement Effort Monitoring Worksheet by Janette Toral

Detachment

I also need to be reminded of the things and ideas I am detaching myself including:

  • I am doing this to help ensure my 2039 and 2049 vision will become a reality. 
  • My happiness is clearly in the right place. It does not live in social media, meetups or networking events, to show-off or please or beat others. The last time I celebrated my birthday online, where I was at a "fit level", despite the deluge of greetings, was not exactly my happiest. That experience gave me the realization I need.


Sunday, June 23, 2019

Making Time & Trade-Offs (reflection 10)

As I work on my 3rd sprint, I need to make adjustments and new experiments. Some intended to breaking my pattern in the past 2 sprints.

These more or less covers my non-negotiables for the next sprint.

Identify Priorities
  • Read the Bible especially when fasting.
  • Explore having "juice-only" meals. These are homemade juices that fruit and vegetables in it.
  • Sleep more.
  • Reduce rice intake to one meal or none daily.
Identify new habits:
  • Drink black coffee or tea to aid in digestion and fasting process. This will replace my 3-in-1 and chocolate drinks.
  • Maintain an exercise-at-home routine.
  • Drinking more water. I need to increase my intake to at least 4 glasses a day.
  • Sleep more to replace TV series watching.
Habits that served me well in the past that led to weight loss are:
  • Fasting
  • Eating more vegetables to replace rice.
  • Exercise
  • Drinking black coffee
Habits that were challenging for me are:
  • Occasional evening snacks
  • Meal size - when I tend to eat more at times.